"I'm a victim of domestic
violence." That's one phrase you'll never hear emanating from my mouth.
Even though I spent three years engaged to marry someone who verbally and
physically abused me, I never once entertained the thought of myself as a
victim. Perhaps it's because I define a victim as one without power.
True, in some circumstances we are unprepared or momentarily ill-equipped to
protect ourselves from the unexpected disturbances life presents us. Driving
home from work along the same roads you've traversed for the past ten years
you're suddenly broadsided by a drunk driver running a red light. Even with the
deployment of the airbag and the seatbelt securely anchoring you to the driver's
seat, you suffer substantial injuries that forever alter the way in which you
are able to function. I know of no one who would be so callous as to not see
that individual as the victim of a dwi - with the possible exception of myself
and perhaps a few others. Let me explain.
No matter how exemplary one has
lived their life, no one is immune to life's surprises. Things happen - to all of us.
Well, let me correct that: things happen for us. One if the major flaws
of a victim mentality is that they believe they are being targeted, that for
some unknown reason the forces of the universe are out to get them. They suffer
from a condition I call PMS (no, not that PMS): Poor Me Syndrome. They feel
sorry for themselves as though they are undeserving of the unfairness's the rest of the world must endure.
Victims tend to share certain
characteristics:
- They believe they are or were powerless in the situation (the very definition of anger).
- They fail to see how the collective choices they've made in life brought them into their current situation.* They believe they are completely without responsibility.
- They were unfairly targeted.
- They use their position of victimhood to justify their prolonged anger.
- Being victimized garners sympathy and attention from others.
- Others support them when they seek justice and/or revenge.
- It excuses them from living fiercely and fully embracing life while relying on others to protect them from further harm.
Each of us is granted three universal
attributes: intellect (the ability to gather information), free will (the right
to make our own decisions) and choice (the application of free will). In the
event I am ambushed by life, I choose to either graciously accept my experience
and utilize it for my own good or to be held hostage to it.
The Dalai Lama says that there are
no victims in life, only students. It is essential that we have certain experiences
in order to fulfill our life's purpose.
We have the option of seeing ourselves as a helpless victim or as a
student of the experience. Although some events arrive wrapped in unpleasant
and damage coverings, we all have the ability and responsibility to extract the
contents and uncover the hidden value. In that way, whatever appears to be tragic
can ultimately prove to be one of our greatest blessings.
So the choice is yours.
Victimization exists only in the mind. Trust in the process of life; have faith
in God. All is exactly as it must be for your higher good. Be at peace. You are
not helpless - you have all the power you need within.
*I chose to
attend a retreat that included my future abuser. I chose to engage in
conversation with him. I chose to continue a friendship with him after the
retreat ended. I chose to fall in love
with him. I chose to stay even after the first red flags appeared. Personal
choice after personal choice which ultimately lead to a dv relationship. In
what way was I a victim?
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